Monday, 29 August 2011

Strike Three

I can't believe we are here again, with another failed ICSI cycle under our belt :-(

There was no third time lucky for us despite our perfect looking blastocyst.

I think we're still in shock, we feel numb and incredibly sad that it's over, again. I'm unable describe the disappointment or understand why we continue to be tortured for over 3 years now, it's incomprehensible.

I cannot believe 'this' is my life, surely this is just a nightmare and I'll wake up sometime soon.

 
Posted by Moon at 19:52
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19 comments:

  1. My New Normal29 August 2011 at 20:22

    I'm so sorry.

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  2. Anonymous29 August 2011 at 20:23

    Oh no, oh no, I'm so sorry.

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  3. unaffected29 August 2011 at 20:26

    :(

    You are in my thoughts.

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  4. Heidi29 August 2011 at 20:34

    I'm so sorry.

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  5. babymakingdiaries29 August 2011 at 21:36

    My dear moonie, I am just so sad for you. There is no comprehensible reason for this to happen, you deserve good things. 'This' is not it, it can and will get better but in the meantime, take it slowly and look after yourself. Lots of love and a big hug, you know where i am xxx

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  6. Anonymous29 August 2011 at 22:13

    I'm so incredibly sorry. :-( Sending huge hugs your way.

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  7. Anonymous30 August 2011 at 00:08

    HI Moonie. I am so sorry to hear of your news and know the pain you will be going thorugh. Big hugs to you during this upsetting time. Saleschick xx

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  8. Unknown30 August 2011 at 00:26

    Oh no oh no oh no. This was supposed to work. I'm so sad and angry for you. I wish you were closer so we could share a bottle of wine xoxoxo thinking of you

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  9. Anonymous30 August 2011 at 01:45

    Oh no! I am so sorry it didn't work :( I've been thinking of you. Sending you *hugs*

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  10. asano taylor30 August 2011 at 01:50

    Hi moon, I am so sorry,,,,,,. How about frozen ones? Did any of the 3 that were still growing on day 5 made it to freezer? And thank you for encouraging words on twitter on my on-going first IVF. You are such a big-hearted person and do deserve your dream to come true. It may take a lot longer than we expect, but it WILL happen one way or another,just may not be in an obvious way like we expect. Thinking of you from America!

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  11. Slackie O.30 August 2011 at 02:10

    So sorry sweetheart - so very sorry.

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  12. Kat30 August 2011 at 06:38

    So so sorry Moonie. Thinking of you and sending big hugs your way. x

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  13. Anonymous30 August 2011 at 07:51

    Moonstar I am so so sorry! I really wished with everything that this would be it! Sending you heaps of love and hugs...will message you today but know I'm thinking of you the whole time...ladyisis xxx

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  14. myTTCstory31 August 2011 at 15:06

    Oh Moonie, I'm so so sorry for you and Mr Moon. Life can be so unfair.

    I know you'll be supporting each other but remember it'll take time to get anything close to normal (whatever normal is). Take your time and you'll get there.

    Thinking of you both and sending my love.

    MyTTCstory xx

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  15. IVFJess1 September 2011 at 05:06

    Oh Moon- I'm so sorry. It's unbelievably unfair and I know there are no words to make it better. Thinking of you and sending hugs. xoxo

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  16. Anonymous2 September 2011 at 22:24

    Mr & Mrs Moon - I grieve for and with you. You are such a sweet pair and do not deserve the despair you are going through.
    I pray for you.

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  17. Heidi15 September 2011 at 17:57

    Thinking of you Moonie.

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  18. arohanui19 September 2011 at 23:20

    Oh Moon, I'm so sorry to read this news. I have been thinking about you and wondering how things had gone. I'm sorry I haven't been here sooner and I hope you are doing ok. Much love xx

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  19. Shona25 January 2012 at 12:18

    Hi Moon,

    I've just been catching up on some blogs but I can see you haven't updated for a while. I am sorry your last cycle didn't work. You must have been so hopeful with a blastocycst.

    Thought I'd write a comment so you'd know I am still thinking of you and I hope to hear some news again soon. Best of luck with whatever you decide are the next steps.

    Shona

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