Monday, 29 August 2011

Strike Three

I can't believe we are here again, with another failed ICSI cycle under our belt :-(

There was no third time lucky for us despite our perfect looking blastocyst.

I think we're still in shock, we feel numb and incredibly sad that it's over, again. I'm unable describe the disappointment or understand why we continue to be tortured for over 3 years now, it's incomprehensible.

I cannot believe 'this' is my life, surely this is just a nightmare and I'll wake up sometime soon.

 

19 comments:

  1. My dear moonie, I am just so sad for you. There is no comprehensible reason for this to happen, you deserve good things. 'This' is not it, it can and will get better but in the meantime, take it slowly and look after yourself. Lots of love and a big hug, you know where i am xxx

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  2. I'm so incredibly sorry. :-( Sending huge hugs your way.

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  3. HI Moonie. I am so sorry to hear of your news and know the pain you will be going thorugh. Big hugs to you during this upsetting time. Saleschick xx

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  4. Oh no oh no oh no. This was supposed to work. I'm so sad and angry for you. I wish you were closer so we could share a bottle of wine xoxoxo thinking of you

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  5. Oh no! I am so sorry it didn't work :( I've been thinking of you. Sending you *hugs*

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  6. Hi moon, I am so sorry,,,,,,. How about frozen ones? Did any of the 3 that were still growing on day 5 made it to freezer? And thank you for encouraging words on twitter on my on-going first IVF. You are such a big-hearted person and do deserve your dream to come true. It may take a lot longer than we expect, but it WILL happen one way or another,just may not be in an obvious way like we expect. Thinking of you from America!

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  7. So sorry sweetheart - so very sorry.

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  8. So so sorry Moonie. Thinking of you and sending big hugs your way. x

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  9. Moonstar I am so so sorry! I really wished with everything that this would be it! Sending you heaps of love and hugs...will message you today but know I'm thinking of you the whole time...ladyisis xxx

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  10. Oh Moonie, I'm so so sorry for you and Mr Moon. Life can be so unfair.

    I know you'll be supporting each other but remember it'll take time to get anything close to normal (whatever normal is). Take your time and you'll get there.

    Thinking of you both and sending my love.

    MyTTCstory xx

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  11. Oh Moon- I'm so sorry. It's unbelievably unfair and I know there are no words to make it better. Thinking of you and sending hugs. xoxo

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  12. Mr & Mrs Moon - I grieve for and with you. You are such a sweet pair and do not deserve the despair you are going through.
    I pray for you.

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  13. Oh Moon, I'm so sorry to read this news. I have been thinking about you and wondering how things had gone. I'm sorry I haven't been here sooner and I hope you are doing ok. Much love xx

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  14. Hi Moon,

    I've just been catching up on some blogs but I can see you haven't updated for a while. I am sorry your last cycle didn't work. You must have been so hopeful with a blastocycst.

    Thought I'd write a comment so you'd know I am still thinking of you and I hope to hear some news again soon. Best of luck with whatever you decide are the next steps.

    Shona

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