Friday, 3 December 2010

Spot the Difference

I was hoping that my next blog post could be one a little chirpier for a change, you know about how I'm randomly keeping myself busy through the dreaded 2ww, tick tock, tick tock. I should be so lucky.

I've had stomach cramps pretty much continuously from Wednesday lunchtime, today is Friday and I am 9dp5dt. On the first day the cramps were different to what I've experienced before, but yesterday it was more like AF pains :-(  This morning at around 7:30am I had a little bit of spotting :-((((
I've looked it up . . . I'm sure it signals the end, I called my clinic and they said to continue with the Crinone/progesterone for now, she didn't sound too hopeful but then I guess she is used to people calling up with such news.

I haven't gone in to work today as I can't face anyone and act 'normal' . . . I've been sat here consulting Dr Google, there are stories of people who have had spotting and the treatment has still worked but with my luck of late I think I will not be one of these people.

So, I sit, and I wait.  My cat did a good impression yesterday of how I'm feeling today, perhaps she is psychic?

I still have some cramps, no further spotting as yet, I feel pretty sure that this is the end of this cycle and it makes me feel so sad.

11 comments:

  1. I really feel for you Moon :(
    Good idea to take the day off and cuddle up with that gorgeous cat. There is still hope. I will keep my fingers crossed for you xx

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  2. *hugs* I had spotting for three days and it turned out that it worked. Don't give up hope yet hon. Thinking of you.

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  3. Thinking of you!! Stay strong!! It may still work... But I know how hopeless you feel!!! :( have a special "you"-day!! Treat yourself to absolute indulgence and laziness!! xx

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  4. Oh I am thinking of you right now and hoping that you are one of those people who has spotting and still gets a BFP! It must be so hard for you right now. I am sending you warm thoughts.

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  5. I spotted the day of my positive beta. Stay strong!

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  6. Oh honey, don't give up yet. Sending you lots of luck & hugs.

    Stay strong xx

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  7. Sending good vibes and blessings your way! Keep positive!

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  8. You do hear of people having spotting and all still being well. I really hope that will be the case for you too. Good luck, I have everything crossed for you.

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  9. Sending positive thoughts and thinking of you, stay strong xx

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  10. Checking on you there! Do enjoy this cute kitty! I am allergic and cannot have one...but I am imagining what this one's like! I just got my protocol and recently posted. Your story helps me so much. Thank you for sharing.

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  11. I had spotting for over two months at the beginning of this pregnancy. I thought for sure it was over but the clinic wanted me to continue the progesterone, and I'm so glad I did! If you're using the suppositories, they can cause spotting, too. Hold strong!
    Your kitty is adorable!

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